The Ray Of Hope Aashi...

Sometimes we do something which we don’t wanna do…we cannot control things…!! We don’t even have the answers to our own questions…Sometimes letting go is the only way…u cannot help even yourself. Ur anger turns into tears and u don’t even realize that… why? There is no answer for ‘why’ sometimes…sometimes u feel that life is good and the other time you feel that life is strange…? Your own friends seem to be strangers… Their silence hurts you more than their words!! You ignore their ignorance and still think that they love you...Sometimes even if u have many people to talk with you wait for your very special friend to talk with…you wait until he/she replies…. Sometimes situations even get worse if you say something or you don’t ... at some moments you wish that the time should stop while at others you wonder that when will they pass? Sometimes when you cry you don’t realize that why are you crying… you just remember the old bad moments and burst out….life seems to be strange !! ...

Now I try to be happy , make people around me happy so that they know that I have changed…I can not cry for the same reason again and again that’s why whenever I am hurt ..I cry!! People say that I am melodramatic or I over -react but now I don’t care!! I have moved on in life...now nobody can hurt me like they used to …all the credit goes to Mahi ‘my sister’ and my friends . I have a habit of hiding my feelings but whenever I feel low and depressed I utter out everything in front of Mahi di!! She encourages me and makes me feel better! I am trying to make friends and I am making…now I am no longer that old and depressed Anvita!! I am changed and I am happy to be changed…I enjoy this change! I have friends now... but the only difference is that I don’t share everything with them now...  I do tell them some aspects of my life but not all . Now I have started interacting with everyone and cleared out all the grudges … I try to adjust myself in their environment , and ya...

Marriage...a match made in heaven which is celebrated on earth. People who are born in two different environment and families are united and they form a family. It is not just a promise to be companions for lifetime, but a promise to be together beyond this life. It is a special bond that it shared between two souls. It is always said that a marriage completes two individuals, but actually, it completes two families. A marriage always transforms you, it changes you in a million ways and you seem to know about yourself too.Everyday is new, everyday has a different end, everyday, you evolve and that is what marriages do to you. The key to a successful and a happy marriage is understanding, respect, trust, commitment and togetherness, but the most important factor here is, love. Love for me always is a state of being. I feel when you are in love, you find yourself while trusting someone else, completely. The foundation of a marriage is love, whether it is arranged o...

Life seems to be a stranger. Actually, I don’t really know what life does, and how it does. I mean, I have never been the expecting types; all I wanted was the same things that common people love, but I guess I was wrong. Who knows what changes occur. I had my own share of experiences, my own happy as well as sad moments. Well, moving away has never been an issue, but I had been excited. Excited to move on and make new friends. There was pain of loosing the older ones, but more happiness to find new ones. Happiness shone in my eyes, Dreams soared in the sky. I had pretty much expectation, I had a firm determination. I still remember the first day, when I stepped in this school, with thousands of emotions, expectations, dreams and aspirations of making new friends. But maybe it’s the law of nature that one can’t remain happy for long. Surely, I made some friends, but they were fake. Whenever I said that I am alone , everybody used to say that they are t...