Fear of being Judged?
You are not always how you wish to be. You can't always behave in a manner, people want you to. You are not always that strong, how you want yourself to be. You aren't always that polite, how it is in your nature. All this is natural. You are human and you have feelings. Some express, some don't. That problem of not expressing somehow becomes an issue because people take it to be your attitude, your behavior, your nature and then they judge you. They perceive your sometimes not so cool reactions to be your attitude. They judge you and make you a person who has zero value for others, who is full of herself, who has zero respect for someone's feelings and someone, someone who they shouldn't invest their emotions in. Reality is far from this. It's just in the nature of some people to be patient and bear everything that comes along their way and respond in a same, monotonous way to everyone. They just...