A Lovestory?

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"So, what if you fall in love with her". His friend asked.
" Umm, I might fall for her, but I shall never tell her that. I don't think I will, but someday if I do, I shall never force her to love me." Saksham said.
"But, what's wrong?  Why do you always have to have to think about the future?  You love her, date her for as long as possible and let her go when she wants to. Simple, isn't it?" Adi said.
" If at all I love her, I shall love her with all my heart, my soul and my for my life. She isn't an alternative for me, she is my best friend, my source of happiness and my sunshine. My day starts with her 'Good morning stupid'and ends with 'Sleep, idiot.'
For me to say that I love her, it shall mean that I love her forever. I don't plan to leave her, not today, not tomorrow, not forever. If I will love her, she will be my forever. I don't wish to sound cheesy, I am being very real. I am ready to stay with her as a friend forever than to loose her just because I love her.". Saksham said.
"But, Saksham she is mature enough to understand you and your love. She will stay the same for you, and you know that, don't you? You just have to tell her."
"Tell her what?" Saksham said.
"Tell her that you love her stupid. " He said.
"But, when did I say I do?".
" You don't necessarily have to say everything Saksham.  When two people are together, you can just tell. It's all in the eyes.".
" But, but, I never look in her eyes."
"And that's how I know it. You don't. The way you look at her when she is not looking, the way you shy away, the way you smile. Brother, you are a completely different person with her."
"I...I can't tell her..."
"But why?"
" That is because I love her the way she probably doesn't, and for me to ruin what is between us due to this probable chance of her loving me back the way I do, is not what I wish for.  In all this chaos I am going to loose the best version of her. That carefree, that stupid, clumsy,messy girl would never be that comfortable with me. I shall loose the person I love. I shall never be able to accept that. Her denial, I can, her rejection I can't.  Knowing her for 12 long years, I know that even if she loves me, she shall never accept it.
She is not just a hope in my life, she is that fragrance that reminds me of all that good I have in life.
She is my best friend and most importantly that incomplete part of me and I don't say this because I know her for so long.
Yes, I know her for so so so long, but I knew she was the one, the very first day I saw her.
I didn't have to try to flirt with her, play around with her because she being the stupid girl she is, would have never understood anything.  She never understands why and how I love her soo much.  Infact, every person she meets always say that she makes everything alive. She leaves everyone in awe of her.
Everyone loves her, and I love only her..She probably doesn't need me, but I will always need her."

So, you know how love sometimes leaves you half empty, but his love made him complete. You know some lovestories are not even lovestories, they are just a beautiful essence in your life.

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